silence_heart (silence_heart) wrote in lymphoma_peeps,

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Hi there,
I'm 26 years old female, married since about 3 years. I have a small baby boy. He is now 2 years and 8 months.
I got married after a wonderful love story. My husband is 27 years old. He is really a very great person. He has a great heart and mind.

We had a great life with regular life with some prob. and many great days. The shoked was when he diagnosed 5 months ago with Hodgkin's Lymphoma stage IV A. After that day all our life was changed. He changed too much. He became careless with his health. He refused to know anything new about his desease. He left evry thing to me. He didn't want to know anything new about his case, even the improvement!

I'm really tired and I don't know how to deal with him? How not to showing him my pain or heart proken? How to deal with evry body else careless! how to become strong to support him and my self? How to make him strong in the time that he was the one in the past who support me and gave to me all the strenth I was having!

I hope that I will find the support and information exchange over here so I can help him more epecially after he had a lung failure because of the ABVD ( the beliomycin hurt his lung and they stopped it). We are now in cycle 5 day 15 on next saturday. He became a little bit week with shorten breathing after any small effort.

If any of you over here have a similar situation I hope we can help each other.
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